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oh, whatever.
I've just stopped believing long ago.
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
siao la.. how to wrie till 15 sentence.. someonesave me can.. and wad lo.. where gt lazy la.. onli ask u to help me yo change blog skin onli lo.. thn can say till i work wor.. thn still say me lik i sms other ppll lik that.. the persin i smsing is u lo.. haha.. today i go hm all wet lo..still dare to say nvr send me hm haha.. jk onli.. wor now onli 5 sentence lo how to write another 10 sentence huh?? siao la.. i shall start to crap le lo.. mmmm.. don know wad to say lei how.. ya the time now is 225am haven 230 k..i have to go slp in 5 mins time coz i tell her le that i will be sleeping at 230.. ya lik that lo.. i very guai right..siao la still short so many sentence lo.. haha i don care le .i shall end here le.. nitz nitz.. love u see u later k..

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Tuesday, November 29, 2005
die la she today abit angry wid me leh how. coz i do give her attitude.. haha but now ok liao.. i think la.. coz now we toking on the phone.. haha.. think v stupid right blogging at her blog.. haha kk i give ur her password k. no la i not that bad de la.. ur wan anything ask her to buy k.. she v rich so ask her for christmas present k..haha. no jk onli la.. she broke liao coz she need to buy thing for me haha.. kk bye i have writen five sentence le.. so when u blog for me i wan ten sentence.. kk.. love u!!

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decided to post again. yups. cos i just uploaded all the photos from my phone. quite alot la. too me. so i wan to post.

chenying flew off to guangzhou ytd. i wun be able to see her for a month leh. i'll miss her can. miss until this whole month cannot eat or slp jiu die die le. faster come back la you. but i scared u there also miss me how. tsk tsk. why did u go back la. dun go back den wun like that le.

ytd my nieces come my hse and aftertt we go to my cousin's hse together. they were super naughty lo. BUT still as cute as ever. carn stand them!! one of them do something very bad la. she ate 3 stick of ice cream! den everyone very angry. all stare at her. den she look at us damn innocently. den say 'ahyi' in a super cute way. den everyone cannot stand angry of her liao. tsk tsk. so young den so smart liao lo.


shes the one!! the gangster!


awww. shes just so cute.


look wad they had done to my father's car lo. tsk tsk.

last sunday. we made this. i made the dragon can. feel so pro lo. first time do leh. but i used 30 mins la. hahas. not bad liao. actually.


this is nice.


this is nice too!


mmm. but this is the best can! LOL.

its ms goh's wedding on saturday. 26o5o5. i dun like the sing song part. [ you noe all the JESUS, lord that kinda songs ] others was okay lo. think the whole thing is very farnie bah. all the christian stuff. maybe im not used to it or wad lo. yar.
carn managed to get nice photos during the wedding ceremony. cos they are damn far away. tried my best la. and guess wad? the moment when the priest say 'kelvin, u may kissed the bride'. i took a picture of it! woohoo~ BUT it was blurred. DAMN.

for the clearer photos. i hope dennis got them. [ fingers crossed ]






the BEST moment. aww. so sad.

on wednesday 23o5o5. went out wif weiting chenying rach erkee to celebrate chenying's birthday. cannot say is celebrate la. cos we only have lunch. at pizza hut. darn full and so much leftovers. so we made a face out of it. and its cute okay!


this face used SK2.


and this didnt.

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE.
one had freckles and one did not.(:

and theres flag day. on one saturday. and as helpful peers. me doreen and nina went to J8 and donated for our frens. i think i donated 6 bucks altogether. LOL. and i gave all to nina!! guess ad she did.


******** sucks.


see how generous gymnasts are? LOL.

and nina made a nice tower of cards during gym chalet. its so strong. LOL.


TADA!

and now. e6 chalet. i took 3 pictures only la. and they are kinda dumb. gonna sure it anyway.(:


hey. wake up XINLING!


nice cosy beds.(:


secrets between me and corine. shhh. LOL.

we have come to the end of my picture presentation. thx for your attention. and have a nice day. LOL. (:

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Sunday, November 27, 2005
great. he posted such a NICE post for me. yay. hahas. even shorter den my 1st post for him lo. HELLO~ write another better one la. LOL. i dun accept this k. longer one. at least 3 sentence can? this is like not even one sentence lo.

went to gym and straight after that, went to ms goh de wedding at church. din even bathe. hahas. but i did change la. yar. who went? 8 only la. dennis, zhenwei, me, yingzhen,corine, huiting, fiona, yunjie. it was kinda boring. cos they christian la. and they keep singing THEIR songs lo. and i was there @.@ the songs are kinda stupid. yar. to me at least. LOL. and there was pple dat was so tou ru. they raise up their hands and sing. blah blah. keep laughing lo. hahas. corine n yingzhen also. their actions were just HILARIOUS. LOL.

ms goh din prepare to take a photo with us. she only had the tcher and ms loo to take. so we just sit and watch. no fun just watch la. so we hurried downstair for FOOD! yay. the food was very nice la. only the fruit punch abit EEWWW. taste like plain water. gave ms goh her present after that la. den gt a chance to take photo with her. cos fiona say go there never take photo very guai. so we took. yay.

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Saturday, November 26, 2005
hello i'm er kee here.. LOL.. here to hi.. GTG le bye cya.

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Friday, November 25, 2005
cool. my cousin just got back the psle mark today. and he got 199. not bad la. for him. yups! everybody ask him why he dun wan take 200. nicer mah. LOL. he can go normal A or express but think he gg express bah. i think he do very good liao lo. cos he got obstacles in reading n learning de. is illness liddat. WELL DONE! =))

today is god damn boring. i just eat, slp, use com, watch tv for the whole day! woohoo~ how nice to enjoy a day liddat. if life still continues liddat rite. i think i will go read my next year textbk. maybe will be even more interesting den my current lifestyle lo. kekes.

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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
guess wad? i just watch finish harry potter at J8. and now im back home. harry potter not bad la. think more like comedy den action and fantasy lo. cos its just damn farnie. LOL. u just gotta watch it. yar. moaning myrtle is so DISGUSTING lo. hahas. cannot tahan. she 'flirts' with harry! omg. was saying. YEE! YUCKS! all the time. hahas. and dumbledore was so not like dumbledore can. dumbledore to me is like so calm and cool de. but this time. he like hyperactive liddat. LOL. very agitated sia.

and the 'love' part. they say hermione and ron likes each other? -.-" my foot and toes la. i think hermione likes harry lo. she keeps hugging and kissing harry. LOL. they like each other more bah. hahas. and harry like cho chang. and they still say until cho like VERY BIG liddat lo. den she come out like 3-4 times. each time 20 sec? no use la. aiyo. and shes not pretty lo. y harry cockeye like her. cannot see hermione prettier meh. hahas. but really lo. think the cho look prettier in the movies den in the photos in mags la. yar. but still not pretty enuf for harry! hahas.

just now on the way home. was discussing the movie with my cousin la. yar. cos gt one scene is like the two wands de magic like connected liddat. den harry's parents came out for a while. was asking my cousin y. den he started explaining to us. and it was damn farnie. LOL. he said. [ cos voldemort and harry's wand de core comes from dumbledore de bird mah. ] me and another cousin paused for 2 sec and luffed like siao lo. there's something wrong woth the sentence lo. hahas. serious mistake. wad he meant was dumbledore's pheonix. and we think YY. LOL. cannot blame us. he phrased wrongly and used SINGLISH! tsk tsk. singlish not good la. hahas.

dats about it lo. the show is not bad la. yar. but not as nice. my cousins damn agitated lo. they struggling in the cinema. cos they say very exciting. they more like the action-packed movies lo. hahas. they were like JIAYOU! JIAYOU! liddat de. kong bu. LOL. the show abit TOO rush liao la. 2 1/2 hour. too me too short lo. longer i think will be better. yups.

going out to kovan tmr. and its like SO near? LOL. its not gg out lo. its like gg strolling. hahas. celebrating chenying and weiting's burfday. i still haven get weiting's burfday present. dunno wad to buy for her. so mafan la. she. hais. LOL.

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Tuesday, November 22, 2005
just went to but my sec3 textbooks. yups. i dint wear my sch uniform la. so mafan. who will like to wear lo. went there wif my parents and it was like. the security guard dun let me in. so bobian. must go out of sch. and i saw jiaming and germaine lo. dey din wear sch U also. good lo. gt pple to pei.

but the school is just so disgusting lo. especially the STUPID ms tan. wad cannot wear uniform den cannot go in. and she still say she gt say before. wth. is ur voice so freaking soft dat NOBODY had heard lo. damn. she just assume WE the students shud noe everything she thinks la. HELLO! we are not supernatural pple who cannot read PIG's mind de u noe?

nvm about dat. i like the new history testbook la. the inside de color is nice. and the cover is quite nice also. LOL. yups. im just in love with HISTORY man. hahas. looks exciting. physics textbook was so THICK lo. dunno how to bring to sch la. think so far liao. lol.

ytd help my cousin make the wood thing. that kind use wood den fix together and form some 3D figure kinda thing. yar. and it was nice. it was a dragon la. gt satisfaction u noe. cos use like 1/2 hour or wad. den keep doing the wrong thing. but we learn the correct way liao. somehow. we are SO smart. LOL. yeps.

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Monday, November 21, 2005
WOW! i saw eric on tv just now. the 'XIAO YUAN SUPERSTAR' thing. and he looked.. so-so? hahas. he looked like his normal self la. but it just feel so weird to see him on tv. yups. dunno he gt in or not. but.. to tell the TRUTH. i think he out la. LOL. den doreen de friend. OPHELIA izzit? she said dat shes joining to. so wad happened. oso nt sure. LOL. skarly the next SUPERSTAR is from zhonghua. hahahas. i thinking too much la. cannot be de. LOL.

seemed dat i dun have the mood to go online anymore. dunno why leh. is just so boring to go online like EVERYDAY?! lol. cos theres nth better to do la. watch tv. play com. eat. slp. dats the only things i do at hme now. LOL. continue liddat will bcum pig de lo. yee. disgusting.

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Sunday, November 20, 2005
gym started again. yay. but we actually did NOTHING lo. yeps. mrs keong wan us to do 50 stationary [ or stationery? wadeva. LOL ] front somer. kays. 50! wad the. will do until faint sia. hahas. but think we only do 2o+ 3o only la. yar. gym pple are such slackers. LOL. yeps. den 11 de shi hou. gym jiu finish liao. mr keong want us to play BBALL. gymnast pple play BBALL? and he forced us to. he say ' YOU CANNOT DO GYM LIAO. MUST GO PLAY BBALL. ' diaos. hello lo. we are gymnasts NOT bballers, yar?



cool? wish i can draw half as nice as the person. LOL. I WISHED. fat hope. carn even draw on paper. damn. jealous liao la. LOL.

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Saturday, November 19, 2005
OHMYGOCHIIES!

i saw ghost today. and its real lo. was walking with my mother home. walking towards the lift there lo. and i saw a person riding a bike. about 10 metres away? den i was like. wah. bike. good lo. was thinking about another thing la. LOL. den after we reach the lift there. there was like no pple? the lift is nt gg up or wad. den no pple near the lift or wad. den i was like. yikes. so kong bu. den i asked my mother she gt see pple not. den she was like. HUH?! wad pple lo. den her face look so innocent dat kind. so she carn be lying. yeps.

wadehell lo. i so SHOCKED can? i see so clearly summore leh. it lasted for at least 1-2 seconds lo. how can be ghost. summore i dun haf DAT KIND of eye. freaked out lo. LOL. better dun think about it liao la. later really come find me. choy. LOL. [ fingers crossed xp ]

ok. enough about that. really look forward to the new class. yeps. not becos of the pple. but cos its a NEW class. curious about how it will turn out lo. so many pple is i nvr ever will think that will same class de lo. same class as clarissa, shawn, bala [ again ], nina, ivy [ again ]? nvr ever tot about that. hahas. and its bala again. feel so weird la. LOL.

im now really curious about smth. how do pple look when they are aslp? really so curious leh. cos ownself cannot see. hahas. pple say dat u look the cutest when ure aslp cos u carn act when u are aslp. its the time when ure the most innocent. is dat true? so want to see my frens aslp de time. hahas. weird obsession. LOL.

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Friday, November 18, 2005
serious problems. but i shudden tok about it. yeps. dun wanna think too. hope it will go back to normal. but i doubt. hais. lets tok about happier things den. gym chalet.

actually. gym chalet nt very fun also lo. last year de nicer. and got more pple. wendy weiwei they all. but nvm la. gt chalet jiu hao le. yeps. i just went to check out my new class list. Mmmm.. Not too bad? yeps. better den wad i tot actually. take a look lo.

3E3 'o6 -
Kua Ruey-Lin - 2E1 - B4
Adriel Tan Yong En - 2E1 - B1
Loh Hui Min - 2E1 - B1
Samuel Lau Xue Jie - 2E1 - B1
Muang Ye Min - 2E1 - B4
Goh Jia Ying - 2E1 - B4
Tan Tze Sen Jordan - 2E1 - B4
Chow Wei Qiang Nigel - 2E1 - B1
Ang Boon Bin - 2E1 - B4
Kenley Tan Zi Han - 2E1 - B4
Loh Li Sien Charissa - 2E1 - B1
Eugene Lim Tze Wei - 2E3 - B1
Su ChuJun - 2E3 - B1*
Yap Qian Hui - 2E4 - B4*
Yang YanJing Shirlynn - 2E4 - B1*
Ong Wei Liang Lionel - 2E4 - B1
Ivy Toy Ann Lin - 2E4 - B4
Tang Su Han - 2E4 - B4*
Ho Yuen Chi - 2E4 - B4
Balakrishnan S/O Jagadesh - 2E4 - B1*
Shawn Ann Guo Hao - 2E4 - B1
Chua Xing Yi - 2E5 - B4
Yuan Jun Ting - 2E5 - B1
Nina Saburi - 2E5 - B4
Seah Jason - 2E5 - B1
Dinesh Samuel Mathew - 2E5 - B4
Lynn Lee Xuan Lin - 2E5 - B4
Low HuaiXi Dionne - 2E5 - B1*
Gan Wei Sheng - 2E5 - B4
Ng Chun Yang - 2E5 - B1
Teo Geok Lee Lena - 2E6 - B4*
Chen Ying - 2E6 - B4*
Loke Ying Zhen - 2E6 - B4*
Lin LiQun - 2E6 - B1*
Kelvin Ong Kian Boon - 2E6 - B4*
Elaine Wee - 2E6 - B4*
Chee Ling - 2E6 - B1*
Lui Jia Lin Jacqueline - 2E6 - B1*
Lim RuiXin Catherine - 2E6 - B1*

it still looks quite okay to me. until now. think i will be damn shy on the first day lo. like sec 1 liddat. yeps. so scary sia. just the tot of it. lets see wad happens on that day. LOL. =))

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Saturday, November 12, 2005
2343.

its time for me to blog i think.
yeps.
just gt back from e6 de chalet this morning.
and i slept the whole day. nice.

e6 chalet was great bahs. hahas.
SO much nicer den i tot. yupyups.
1st nite nvr slp. 4am go wait for sunrise.
but until 6 the sun also nvr come up. sadded.
hahas. but we sing song until siao lo.
like nobody business liddat.
second nite also nvr slp lo.
think only me and dennis only lo.
2 days slp only 1 hr. sick.

I'M HAPPY~

yeps. dats it.
and i got to know a SECRET.
but i wun tell. yeah.
e6 rox. takkaire guys~ (:

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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
1943.

since i wun be here for the next 2 to 3 days.
i decide to blog. yeps. im going to e6 de chalet.
excited sia. but only gt one thing.
weiting going downtown also. with her bians.
DAMN. dun wanna meet her.
see her suay ah. dunno wad to do.
i think i go chalet do shit lo. eat slp play only bah.
skarly too bored. 1st day i go hme ah. LOL.

my nieces LOVE me (:
and i love them too. <3

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Sunday, November 06, 2005
heys. everyone.
i cut my hair. and its still the same. cool.
LOL. dun feel like blogging. hahas.
nites. =)

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Friday, November 04, 2005

FUCK LA

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2232.
Wo De Zui Ai. Angela.

was reading the blog of my friend from some forum.
and it was damn sad:

一次无意的上线,看见了他........
不知怎么了,他的ID吸引住我,我决定找他聊聊.
不同的国度,所以对彼此有些许的好奇~
渐渐,我们有了共同的默契......
懂的什么时候该说什么,什么时候不该说什么.
他有喜欢的人,我很心酸,但不告诉他,为了他所以选择安静.....
日子久了,习惯有他.....习惯他聊天的一些习惯,一些语气~
我们生在不同的地方,心却好象很近....很近...
在某一天的晚上,我们如常的聊天,没有不同....
我问他:晞,你真的叫晞吗? 他说:不是.
我说:我以为你会跟我说实话..... 他说:你想听实话?
……

HANYUPINYIN:
yi ci wu yi de shang xian, kan jian le ta.
bu zhi zen me le, ta de ID xi yin zhu wo, wo jue ding zhao ta liao liao.
bu tong de guo du, suo yi dui bi ci you xie xu hao qi~
jian jian, wo men you le gong tong de mo qi.
dong de shen me shi hou gai shuo shen me, shen me shi hou bu gai shuo shen me.
ta you xi huan de ren, wo hen xin suan, dan bu gao su ta, wei le ta suo yi xuan ze an jing.
ri zi jiu le, xi guan you ta. xi guan ta liao tian de yi xie xi guan, yi xie yu qi.
wo men sheng zai bu tong de di fang, xin que hao xiang hen jin hen jin.
zai mou yi tian wan shang, wo men ru chang de liang tian, mei you bu tong,
wo wen ta: XI, ni zhen d jia XI ma? ta shuo: bu shi.
wo shuo: wo yi wei ni hui gen wo shuo shi hua. ta shuo: ni xiang ting shi hua?

she tot she had been his friend all this time.
and in the end. she found that everything he said was actually a lie.
damn it. its just so sad lo. hais.
forget it la.

today. i OFFICIALLY renamed feifei.
and now her name is 'pangpang'.
which is the hokkian of 'xiang xiang' which means nice smell.
yeps. so from now on. i <3 my PANG PANG. =))
andi bought jay chow cd.
haven listen. hope its nice yar?
dats it.
THE END. :))

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